
Well I did not have much internet access inside the volcano so have had to save up my thoughts until now!
I just arrived back in Quito to the hustle and bustle and the wolf-whistling. I even got squirted by a guy from a bus - he was actually an employee of the bus company. They love squirting water and other liquids here it is bizarre!
So had a few interesting days in Pululahua. A mixture of sadness and relief to be back in Quito.
First of all, I don't think I have ever physically exerted myself to such a degree as I did in the past few days.
I may as well be chronological about this so here goes...
Day Two:
I woke up and went on the agua termales trail which was meant to take four hours. As the walk the day before had taken me half the time recommended and I fancied myself pretty fit after numerous hikes in Brazil and wandering round the hilly, high altitude streets of Quito, I thought it would take me 3 hours max.
I was wrong.
I took a few wrong turns and ended up getting back to the hostel 4 hours after I set out. I was physically ruined. The hilly parts of the walk I actually had to do in 10m spurts. I don't know why I struggled so much - I am going to blame it on the altitude as I am pretty sure I am not unfit but who knows! Feel free to let me know if anyone has any bright ideas.
So, was so pleased to be back at the hostel.
However, by this point I was starting to feel a little lonely and isolated. As mentioned in my last post - Renato the host spoke English and the only other English speaker was the other guest - 100 year old Bill from Atlanta. It was somewhat isolating and as I lay in bed that night reading (it was only 8pm) I was starting to feel like I was going a little crazy from the lack of human contact.
So, I decided to leave the next day after another hike (the hardest one - recommended 6 hours). I told Renato and got up early and asked for a packed lunch.
I set off on my hike at 9am and returned at.... 3pm. I seriously thought I was going to die. It was the hardest thing I have ever done (physically). I swore, I yelled out 'I can't walk up there!' and I nearly cried when I walked to the highest mountain in the area (3200m) by mistake - had taken the wrong path and had to backtrack...
I cannot describe the relief when I arrived at the crest of the mountain and saw the hostel far down below (at roughly 2pm). The walk was interesting enough combining rainforest, scrubby hills, primary forest and wildflowers including orchids. I was followed by a cow at one point - she got awfully close and I'm ashamed to say I swore at her too because every time I sat down to eat my lunch I would hear an approaching moo and here she would stroll around the corner... I tried 3 times at different spots to eat my sandwich!
Anyway so I got back to the hostel at 3pm. By this point, I had decided that leaving that day was out of the question. I would get back to Quito too late and I wasn't even sure if the hostel in Quito that had all of my baggage had room for me. And the main reason was, I'm ashamed to admit, the hike out of the volcanic crater involved climbing up a RIDICULOUSLY high hill (i will show you photos later so you know i am not lying). I just could not do it after 6 hours hiking and 4 hours hiking the day before.
So, I got back. Well, I basically fell into the hostel from exhaustion and what do you know - Renato, the owner, was nowhere to be found. The cleaner-cook told me he was in Quito and would be back that night. Hmmm, I didn't know what to do as I wanted to ask him if I could stay another night.
To be honest I was too tired to really care and ordered a piece of chocolate cake and a coffee and sat outside and finished my book. It was blissful and the image of that moment was the only thing that got me through the last half of the hike.
One amazing thing about the hostel (which I only discovered on my second day) was that in their patio they had numerous bird-feeders. I was walking past the patio on my second day and I heard this weird buzzing sound. I had a look around me to try and source the sound and I saw a hummingbird! And yes now I know how they came to be named that way!
So, on the third day I resolved to sit there and watch. I actually kept being distracted from my book as they are the most playful birds. There was a certain type of hummingbird with a long tail and I saw two of them dancing in the air and spiralling down - their tails together almost made a propellor. I took some amazing photos and just sat there enjoying the peace and quiet except for the occassional hum.
And then out came Victor, the guy who had picked me up on the first day, with two banana smoothies in his hands. Now, Victor does not speak a single word of English. So he sat down next to me, gave me a smoothie and we looked at each other rather awkwardly. The next half an hour was composed of a disjointed conversation in Spanglish but I actually felt myself progress as I forced myself to try and understand and often guess what he was trying to tell me. After he left I actually realised I was the happiest I had felt since I arrived at Pululahua. Nature is beautiful and all but, as Christopher McCandless (the guy that Into The Wild is based on) said 'happiness is only real when shared'. I thoroughly enjoyed the human contact with Victor and his generosity towards me. There were moments when we both just cracked up laughing as we realised the other had no idea what we were going on about.
So dinner that night was actually really enjoyable as Bill and I tried to ask Victor questions about his life (in very broken Spanish). I gathered that he had a wife who lives in Quito and he was about to go to the coast for a beach holiday. I also managed to figure out what hours he worked, whether he enjoyed the work and whether he found it difficult. I mentioned I was cold - frijo - and he said something about agua caliente (hot water). He ran into the kitchen and came out with a hot water bottle! It was so cute and pathetically made my night! After dinner he put the kettle on, filled up the hottie, wrapped it in a tea towel and handed it to me! I was extremely happy and grateful.
So, went to bed feeling pretty satisfied with everything. Another thing I must say about Pululahua is it is the most quiet place. At night all you can hear is an occassional bird out the window chirping. It truly is special.
And I am not sure if I have mentioned this but apart from the hostel, the only other inhabitants are indigenous farmers. They were friendlyish but I could tell they were rather wary of me and my high-tech backpack and rain jacket. It was amazing though, it was like something out of a book - they all cruised around either on foot, horse or mule with their little trilby/porkpie hats and colourful clothes on. I had a few try and have a conversation with me - one old man was very insistent and I managed to take a photo of him on his horse.
So I left Pululahua with mixed feelings. I was looking forward to getting back to the hostel in Quito and seeing some of the people I had met there but I had really grown to love the place despite its isolation. Making friends with Victor and, to a certain extent, Bill was a real turning point for me. And, even Renato pulled out all the stops for my departure! As I was about to start the (also horrible) hike up the hill to the edge of the crater, he came out with a big snaplock bag full of organic coffee beans that are grown inside the crater! I was really blown away as I know that they sell it for quite a high price. Just had a cup then - extremely delicious! Renato also made me breakfast this morning in preparation for my departure - cheesey egg omelette (made with organic eggs from the farm), fresh organic coffee, organic fruit salad and yoghurt and granola! All for US$3!
But back to the mixed feelings of isolation and happiness I felt - I have looked upon this time travelling by myself as a certain challenge. I guess I feel like I have always relied on other human contact and I get lonely by myself very quickly. So I have tried to focus on the rewards of this time travelling by myself rather than despairing at the ensuing loneliness.
However, in Pululahua I realised that in order for me to be happy - I need human interaction. And perhaps I should stop fighting this urge to be independent. Is it so wrong to require interaction with other humans in order to feel completely content? I am not sure, but it is something I intend to explore for the next two months while I am on my own.
(As an aside for those of you who do not know, I am no longer travelling with Joel. He said some extremely hurtful and personal things about me to some other people who were staying at the hostel in Quito and one of them told me. I never want to see him again, he is an extremely toxic individual who enjoys getting into other people's heads, manipulating them and making them doubt who they are. It has been a bit of a learning curve for me and I have been feeling somewhat vulnerable and shaky this week as a result of finding this out but I hope I can bring myself together and put it (and him) behind me once and for all!).